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how it feels to be self aware and still repeat self destructive patterns smh · XDL

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how it feels to be extremely self aware but still repeat the same self destructive patterns

how it feels to be extremely self aware but still repeat the same self destructive patterns

how it feels to be extremely self aware but still repeat the same self destructive patterns

how it feels to be self-aware and still repeat self-destructive patterns

How it feels to live being self aware knowing I am the problem

@Chikiri chameli

my conscience everytime i repeat same habits that keeps my life ruined 😭

como se siente ser extremadamente autoconsciente y, aun así, seguir repitiendo los mismos patrones autodestructivos

never ending cycle of me coming to myself

@ֆօʊʟ ɖʀǟɨռɛʀ

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Relatable! That cycle is exhausting.
Wow, you nailed that feeling perfectly.